Friday, 10 February 2012


Ponte di Rialto...
Venice, Italy

dan salam sejahtera...

Well, its basically a weekend now. Friday night is always the moment i'd been waiting for all this while. But suddenly it felt wrong. No mood. Fatigue. General malaise. Sleepy. and mostly all bad attitudes is here. Maybe I just felt verily tired of everything.

And that's the moment I reflected back and thought....
I wish I had a simpler life. I wish I had choosen the other path. Not here. Not now. Not this moment. I wish I could do that.

If only I choose to be a housewife only. If only I study business and management. If only I study accountancy and not this hard pathway - medicine. Or maybe being a teacher is the best as you have more time for your family. If only I can come to work at 8 am and be back at 5 pm. Not from 6 am to 10 pm.

And I knew what I did is wrong. I shouldn't be thinking about it. I shouldn't questioned my destiny as it was all fated. But sometimes I just felt I'm not strong enough. I felt like I always needed to be supported. I need someone. I need to be close with my family so that they can always cheer for me. Go through this challenge with me as the hill that needed to be climb is so high above near the sky.

SOMETIMES I always feel like this...
And here I am. Still here. And keep thinking about it.

Suddenly a picture came out in my news feed in facebook. Someone shared it there.

So people. Be grateful of your life rite now. We always wish we had someone else life as their life seems a lot easier. But we never knew what they had been through as we never put ourselves in their shoes.


Nota hari ini: Tired. Just want to rest.

Nota hari seterusnya: Please be strong!

Wednesday, 8 February 2012

Semester Baru Sudah!

Fontana di Trevi
Rome, Italy

dan selamat sejahtera...

Lama rasenya tak tulis dalam belog nie. Tak reti2 nak update ke budak sorang nie. Tapi masa mencemburui segala-galanya. Nak upload gambar kat facebook time bercuti masa cuti semester lepas pun tak sempat2. Entah la, rasa macam masa tu memang takde dan sesak sangat dengan subject baru dan susah nie.

So, ambil kesempatan lepas makan malam ni untuk update kejap je. Not more than 20 minutes as the time rilly precious rite now. What rilly happened during the winter holiday till now? Winter holiday tersangat larh seronok walaupun memang banyak emosi yang diselitkan di dalamnya. Well, basically women from venus and men from mars. No one can denied it as both of them are different creature created to live in the same earth. But overall the trip was awesome!

Going from Berlin, Germany to a lot of city in Italy make the journey more fun. One place I love the most is venice! The scenery, the mood, the environment, and almost everything. Its just perfect. Alhamdulillah. I got the chance to be there. To view the nice city that lived on the water. We went everywhere by boat. Even the ambulance picked up the patient using a boat!

Looking at picture above. Its taken in Rome, Italy. The most famous faountain there. Its rilly nice! like seriously. Semangat je pegi sampai 2 kali. Dan pada sape2 yang tengok cerita When in Rome, mesti tahu pasal kisah disebalik fountain ni kan *wink*. Sape yang tak tahu, sile carik encik Google yek.
p/s: nie larh wallpaper handphone saya sekarang ^_^

Okay. So much to tell, yet the time limit me to do so. Cycle Operative surgey that take only 7 days in one semester and seem short, doesnt act like one. There's a lot to learn in it but and the time is limited. People, please study earlier to bear with this cycle. And we're the first group to bear with this cycle. Sabar je larh... Tapi kate orang, bersusah-susah dahulu dan bersenang2 kemudian. Gambatte ne!

That's all for now
Thank you for readin'
-Schajar Mcflurry-

Nota hari ini: Target malam nie, study lower limb sampai abes. Imagine kene hafal sume anatomy, including nerve and blood supply to lower limb in 3 days. This cycle is surely tough!

Nota semalam: Masuk morgue pertama kali dalam sejarah. Dan belajar jahit pada mayat. Its scary and fun all together bcoz this is the time you are being the surgeon!

Nota hari-hari: Please habis cycle ni dengan cepat. Tak larat dah.